I was also listening to some of my "retro" music (read: Christian contemporary from the 80's) while I was cleaning. I was struck with a deep conviction as I was scraping Timothy's plasticine from the carpet under his chair at the table. He had been busy making a multi-media picture of outer space and parts of the Earth and Mars had fallen on the floor and went undetected in his excitement of creating this masterpiece. So as I was scraping bits and pieces out of the rug, Wayne Watson's song, "Watercolored Ponies" came on and my complaining screeched to a stop. If you've never heard this song and you have little children that drive you nuts sometimes, listen to the link and read the lyrics below. This song always brought tears to my eyes even before I had children, but now that I have my own, it's even more touching to me.
Watercolor Ponies
by Wayne Watson
There are watercolor ponies
On my refrigerater door
And the shape of something
I don't really recognize
Drawn by careful little fingers
And put proudly on display
A reminder to us all
Of how time flies
Seems an endless mound of laundry
And a stairway laced with toys
Gives a blow by blow
Reminder of the war
That we fight for their well-being
For their greater understanding
To impart a holy reverance
For the Lord
But, baby, what will we do
When it comes back to me an you?
They look a little less
Like little boys every day
Oh, the pleasure of watching
The children growing
Is mixed with a bitter cup
Of knowing the watercolour ponies
Will one day ride away
And the vision can get so narrow
As you view through your tiny world
And little victories can go by
With no applause
But in the greater evaluation
As they fly from your nest of love
May they mount up with wings
As eagles for His cause
But, baby, what will we do
When it comes back to me an you?
They look a little less
Like little boys every day
Oh, the pleasure of watching
The children growing
Is mixed with a bitter cup
Of knowing the watercolour ponies
Will one day ride away
When it comes back to me an you?
They look a little less
Like little boys every day
Oh, the pleasure of watching
The children growing
Is mixed with a bitter cup
Of knowing the watercolour ponies
Will one day ride away
Yes, there are pictures galore around here and an endless mound of laundry, but Fred and I have been chosen by God to fight a war for these children. We're in the heat of the battle right now, but soon ... very, very soon ... our part of the war will be less physical and even more spiritual. One day those water colored ponies will ride away and we'll be left with memories of their childhood and no pictures, sticky handprints, muddy shoes, or a million pieces of Lego to complain about. (Remind me of this next week when I've forgotten about this song and am once again frustrated to no end about the mess that I'm cleaning up after them!)
7 comments:
Hey, wait a minute. Save some of those watercolor pony pictures and get them out 20 years from now. Gram even had some kids' and grandkids' stuff stashed away in the boxes we've sorted and they're still memories of those pony days. You're right. They'll soon be done with these pictures. Then when the grandkids come along, you see it all over again! I love it!
oh, I LOVE that song...and am so scared to listen to it now that i have kids...I won't stop crying, I know....
How true, how true!! I have a very special poem about little boys and I cried my eyes out every time I read it when our kids were small. It's about the same: Little boys grow up so fast!
Love you,
A.Kath
I love that song. It sure is a reminder of how we need to seize the moments we have while the kids are so little.
I can't relate as a mother, but I can relate as a second mother to my nieces and nephews :)
So true. Tears come and go when you thinkhow fast kids grow. Read "I'll love you forever" a simple little story book that I can never get through without crying. It on target for each stage of a child's life...and his mother's.
Love you all.
I am VERY AWARE that the drumming I most prefer to hear is from my two drummers. And when they leave, I will have to listen to....someone else's drumming. So I'm listening hard, right now!
I've been thinking about this post for a while- didn't really want to articulate how it made me feel- but I keep coming back so....
I kept most of the pictures and coupons and stories my boys painted and wrote. I have a couple of postcards my father sent me when I was seven and couldn't go to camp with the family. I have a basketful of cards that Aunt Robin sent/made for me- and a stash of small notes as well as cards from my mom. I have the cards AuntAnna sent me and the memory books she made for pictures and cards when Elesa died.
I have all this stuff.
Saving the moments is not the same as preserving the memories. They grow older, the ones that came before you go on to be with the Lord.
This is the only moment I really can control- and I am learning
to live it fully- without regret.
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